Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Perlukah kita berubah???

tetibe je aku terpikir pasal berubah tu..
perluke kite berubah???kenapa kite kene berubah??utk sape perubahan tu???
aku slalu mahukan kwn2 aku aatau pn bf aku menerima aku seadanya...yelah manusia kan x aku ade identiti aku aku kate aku gedik..tidak memahami.. dan sukar difahami...tak matang..hmmm tp adakah aku akan menjadi org lain apabila aku berubah nnt??? xhipokrit ke?? puas aku fikir sama ada dengan perubahan ini membawa kebaikan atau keburukan..

Well, org kate setiap perhubungan perlukan pengorbanan.. mgkn aku juga perlu mengorbankan sesuatu utk menyelamatkan sesuatu..oleh itu aku amik keputusan utk berubah..maksud aku menjadi lebih matang,..tidak terlalu mendesak dan tidak terlalu mengongkong...aku rase tu satu perubahan yang baik..but, hell is really damn hard.. yelah selama aku 21 thun ni dh perangai aku cm tu...tetibe je nak berubah, mmg la susah kan.. tp aku akan cube jugak... sape tau hubungan kami akan jadi bertambah baik kn...
so SYAHMEZZA ingat yang kau kene berusaha utk berubah ok..jgn main2....

so ape pendapat korang???huhuhu

Sunday, April 12, 2009


akhirnya..berakhir juga sesi akademik 08/09..
so aku dh bole menggunakan blog aku sesuka ati..
kalo x sblum ni aku buat blog utk post mengenai hal2 english je..
skang ni.. (jeng..jeng..jeng..) aku dh bole menulis ape yg aku rase nk tulis...
actually aku cm xde mood skang.. dh xde mood..
sape pn xde skang..rumet aku sume hlang ntah kemane...

aku baru je format laptop..
tapi setiap kali aku format laptop mesti perasaan aku ni lain..
rase cm sedih pn ade... tgk laptop aku ni lain drpd dlu..rase janggal..
ntah la...mmg aku ni xske perubahan... i mean.. ble aku dh slesa ngan sesuatu aku xske
bende berubah dr segi ape pn....

xpe la len kali la aku tulis lagi...
tulis panjang2 pn bukan ade sesape nk bce...
bukan ade follower pn...huhu

Monday, March 30, 2009

The Power of Quotes..

"If someone you love hurts you cry a river,
build a bridge, and get over it."

"Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him."

"I may not be your first,
but to be your last would be perfect!"

"To The World You May Be One Person
But To One Person You May Be The World"

"The hardest part of loving someone
is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye."

"Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

"Trying to forget someone you love is like
trying to remember someone you never knew."

"True love never dies as we see in our eyes,
only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye."

"Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning."

"My mind tells me to give up,
but my heart won't let me."

"wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay."

"Love is like a tattoo.
You take the risk, face the pain and yet place it in a special part of you.
When the time comes to erase it, you have to endure the pain again.
You'll realize that it will leave you scarred forever.
It will always be around to remind you that you once had something for sometime which is so special.."

The Pisa Tower

The leaning tower of Pisa or simply the tower of Pisa is the campanile or freestanding bell tower, of the cathedral of the Italian city of Pisa. It is situated behind the cathedral and is the third oldest structure in Pisa's cathedral square after the cathedral and baptistry.

Although intended to stand vertically, the tower begin leaning southeast soon after the onset of construction in 1173 due to a poorly laid foundation and loose substrate that has allowed the foundation to shift direction.The height of the tower is 55.86m from the ground on the lowest side and 56.70 on the highest side.The tower has 294 or 296 steps because the seventh floor has two fewer steps on the north-facing staircase. the towel leans at angle of 3.97 degrees.

The construction of the tower of Pisa was performed in three stages over a period of about 200 years. Construction of the fist floor of the white marble campanile began on August 9, 1173 a period of military success and prosperity. This first floor is surrounded by pillars with classical, leaning blind arches. Today it is still unscarred from centuries of weather and age.

Friday, March 27, 2009

World's tallest skyscraper..

Burj Dubai is a super tall skyscraper under construction in the Downtown Burj Dubai district of Dubai, United Arab Emirates and is the tallest structure ever built. Construction begin on 21 September 2004 and the tower is expected to be completed and ready for occupancy by September 2009.

The tower's architect is Adrian Smith who worked with Skidmore, Owings and Merrill (SOM). The total budget for the Burj Dubai is about US $4.1 billion. It is the tallest structure which is 818m

Burj dubai has been designed to be the centerpiece of a large scale, mixed-use development that will include 30 000 homes, 9 hotels, Dubai mall and more. The decision to build Burj Dubai is reportedly based on the goverment's decision to diversity from a trade=based economy to one that is service tourism oriented.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The Titanic

I read this article yesterday through the internet. I think everyone knows about the ship named Titanic, but not everyone discover about the history.

The Titanic started production in March. Titanic was included with many facilities that make people enjoyed. The size and luxurious make the ship as a legend even before the first voyage.

The Titanic was officially launched from Southampton, England on April 10 1912 carrying more than 2,200 passengers and crews. The ship was provided with only 16 lifeboats with capacity of 1,708.

The Titanic sailed first to Cherbourg, France to take additional passengers and continue to Queenstown,Ireland. The first 3 days of the voyage they did not faced any problem and also on the fourth day. On 14 April, the Titanic received 5 ice warnings but Captain Edward Smith decided not to slow down and continue on 21 knots (25mph). At 11.50 pm, Freed fleet spotted an iceberg and warned the bridge. First Officer William Murdoch ordered the ship to turn hard to port and the engine room was signaled to reverse direction. The ship did move slightly but could not avoid the iceberg. The ship crashed with the iceberg causing compartments to begin filling with water.

25 minutes later, the ship officer ordered to launch the lifeboat. Instead of 68 passengers, the first lifeboat was carried only 28 passengers. When the last boat was launched, there were more than 1,500 people left on the ship.

Around 2.10 pm the rear of ship was raised because the front side of the ship was fileed with water cause the ship to split into two. The ship slowly sunk. More than 1500 peoples were lost in the ocean.

many attempts have been made to find the wreck, until 1985, an expedition led by Robert Ballard and Jean-luis to discover the famous ship

Thursday, March 19, 2009

leukemia.. a killer

i read about this article about two days ago..

leukemia is a cancer of a blood and is characterized by an abnormal proliferation of blood cells usually white blood cells. The patient may become bruised, bleed excessively, or develop pinprick bleeds. white blood cells which are use to fight patogen maybe suppressed or dysfunctional. this cause the sufferer unable to fight the infection or the cells start attacking other body cells. some patience experience frequent infection, ranging from infect tonsils,sores in the mouth, or diarrhea because leukemia prevents the immune system from working normally.

They are some other symptoms such as fever, chills, night sweats, flu-like symptoms or feeling fatigued. The word leukemia which mean white blood is derived from the disease's name sake high white blood cells counts that most leukemia patience have before treatment. Frequently, these extra white blood cells are immature and dysfunctional. These excessive number of cells can also interfere with the level of other cells, causing a harmful imbalance in a blood count.

There are some causes that cause the leukemia such as chemical exposure and some of that from genetic.

For the treatment, most of leukemia are treated with pharmaceutical medications. some are also treated with radiation therapy. in some cases, a bone marrow transplant is useful..

i know a person who suffer from this disease. now, she already passed away. hope she will rest in peace. Al-fatihah.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Diana, Princess of Wales

i read this article yesterday in internet. I am one of her admirer. She such a great princess.

Princess Diana was the first wife of prince Charles. They have two sons, Prince William and the youngest one is Prince Harry. She was very famous princess because of her kindness, gentle. She made many visit to North America. She visit the hospital, school, do some charities. The princess always spoke out and used her high profile to raise awareness and for charitable causes. She is rightly recognized and respected by many party. She is very warm person. She threw herself into her charity work in a very personal way. She described her work with the Royal Brompton,London like this " i made this trips at least three times a week, and spend up to 4 hours at a time with patients holding their hands and talking to them. Some of them with live and some will die, but they all need to be loved while they are here. I try to be there for them"
On 31 august 1997, Diana died after a crash in the pon de l'Alma road tunnel in Paris. Her black mercedez was crashed into thirteenth pillar of tunnel. Blood analysis showed that Henry Paul, her driver was illegally in toxicated with alcohol while driving. Henry Paul was killed instantly while Diana, she was unbelted in the back seat was violently thrown around the interior. She suffering serious damage to her heart with subsequent internal bleeding. She was death in hospital. Her funeral on 6 September 1997 was watched by 2.5 billion people worldwide.
She such a beautiful and nice lady. She was doing her best job as a princess. She will never be forgotten by everyone including me.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

upin & ipin are coming!!!!

i watched this movie two weeks ago..
it was very interesting 3D animated movie..
it's about an adventurous journey of a kampung group..
a weird creature named opet was brought them into a different world where they found a big snake, a big leech and more...

actually they were in their mission to save the Opet's mother. they had faced many challenge situation.
Raju,Upin, ipin and their sister were lost in a jungle..deep in the jungle.. Uniquely Raju can understand what animals talking... so he can communicate with Opet. Opet asked them to help his mother... Finally they made it..they success to save Opet's mother..

It was very exciting movie..I think this is the best 3D movie. It's almost Hollywood 3D's films like Nemo, Cars, The incredible.. but the truth is the international quality is there.. The character in the movie look alive with the facial expression, emotions, the movement, voice over and the surrounding in the film look perfect too..

we should be proud of the crew of the movie because they manage to create such a great film..

Thursday, February 12, 2009

gas stove VS electric stove

Nowadays, we may not alert that stove has been evolved from the old stove to the new one. Stove is one of the important things in our daily life. There are some differences between them even the usage is still the same which is for cooking. The latest stove has a lot of specialities which make life easier. The old one, still got its benefit but its lack of some technologies.

There are few parts that make them different such as the shape, the source of cooking, the plate, the button, the material that can use for cooking by using the gas stove and more. For the shape, the old gas stove got quite thick and it takes same space to place it. Moreover, it uses gas for the source of cooking. As we know, it is daily usage since it has been use from our previous family. They use the gas to cook. A part of that, the old gas stove has its plate like a square at the surface and the pot is put on the square plate. In addition, old gas stove has manual using when we have to push a little bit the button and swing it to the right to make the fire appear. Furthermore, the gas stove does not have limit material for cooking. We can use all kind of material such as steel, ceramic and more.

Lately, we had heard about the latest stove which is more efficient and easy to use. Specially , it comes in flat surface which more attractive and save space. Moreover, the new stove does not use the gas but it use electric for cooking. Obviously, we can see that the plate is flat to surface and we just put the pot on the surface. Next, it is provide with artistic button design where we just touch the button to on or off the stove and it is automatic where we can set the timer. Surprisely, we see no fire appear on the plate because it use magnetic wave. This stove has its limit material for cooking. We just can use the steel pot since it use magnetic wave to cook it.

Every stove have its own advantage and disadvantage even it is old. One should think wisely before decide to buy anything. For the time being, people might use the latest stove because it is modern technology and more practical.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

The old bicycle

this is another story that i read last night..
written by Norliza baharom.. i got it from reader digest

the old bicycle is about a mother who always sacrifice and always want the best for her children..
the writer grew in very poor living.Her father was a rattan collector. He went to forest and collect rotten as much as he can and sell it to nearby furniture manufacturer...

one day, her father went to the forest with his motorcycle. So, the writer thought there no way to go to school which far from her home. The writer and her sister imaging that they can play at backyard pond. suddenly. her mother appeared and ask them to get dressed. their mother will send them to school no matter what. The writer and her sister wondering how their mother will send them to school. Gently, her mother said that she will send them with the bicycle which really old.

So they have no choice. Slowly they climbed up on the back carrier. it was too small for both of them. as the result half of her bottom hung in midair with no support. The bicycle was very terrible, the tyres were almost flat. everyone they passed were turned to see where the noise coming from.The writer was very ashamed and she covered her face with her hand.

twenty five minutes later, they arrived at the school, quickly they jumped off from the bicycle and they said that it would be the last time they riding that bicycle. they rather walk to school in future.

And then she kissed her mother's hand and she tasted salt. her mother sweating. suddenly she felt so sad, she don't understand why her mother have to do the hard way instead staying at home and rest. Then her mother said, she sorry for the trouble and she don't want he children ending up like her. so she will as hard as she can to give education for her children.

Now, the writer work as a librarian after earning a degree in english literature.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

p/s i love u

last year i read this novel.. p/s i love u...
it was very romantic n touching story..
it's about true love until the end written by cecilia ahern...

holly is a smart and beautiful lady married with gerry, a handsome and caring husband. they were very happy couple until gerry's life is taken by an illness. since that, holly seems death person, she refused to eat, she dont want to mix with other people.. she never go to work..
she lived in her memory since gerry gone... it's was very hard for holly to accept the fate until one day on her birthday, she got a letter from gerry...

before he died, gerry wrote 10 letters that will guide her to life.. he asked holly to go to party, karoake, shopping and so on.. holly live with the letter, she did everything that gerry wanted.. every letter include a note p/s i love u that send her a new life without him..

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

im like handicapp

actually this is my first blog..
so i dont know how to run a blog..
n i fell so curious..

i hope someone will learn me how to use it..
for the time being, i still explore this blog...