Perlukah kita berubah???

tetibe je aku terpikir pasal berubah tu..
perluke kite berubah???kenapa kite kene berubah??utk sape perubahan tu???
aku slalu mahukan kwn2 aku aatau pn bf aku menerima aku seadanya...yelah manusia kan x sempurna..tp aku ade identiti aku sendiri..bf aku kate aku gedik..tidak memahami.. dan sukar difahami...tak matang..hmmm tp adakah aku akan menjadi org lain apabila aku berubah nnt??? xhipokrit ke?? puas aku fikir sama ada dengan perubahan ini membawa kebaikan atau keburukan..

Well, org kate setiap perhubungan perlukan pengorbanan.. mgkn aku juga perlu mengorbankan sesuatu utk menyelamatkan sesuatu..oleh itu aku amik keputusan utk berubah..maksud aku menjadi lebih matang,..tidak terlalu mendesak dan tidak terlalu mengongkong...aku rase tu satu perubahan yang baik..but, hell ya..it is really damn hard.. yelah selama aku 21 thun ni dh perangai aku cm tu...tetibe je nak berubah, mmg la susah kan.. tp aku akan cube jugak... sape tau hubungan kami akan jadi bertambah baik kn...
so SYAHMEZZA ingat yang kau kene berusaha utk berubah ok..jgn main2....

so ape pendapat korang???huhuhu

Akhirnya...

akhirnya..berakhir juga sesi akademik 08/09..
so aku dh bole menggunakan blog aku sesuka ati..
kalo x sblum ni aku buat blog utk post mengenai hal2 english je..
skang ni.. (jeng..jeng..jeng..) aku dh bole menulis ape yg aku rase nk tulis...
actually aku cm xde mood skang.. dh xde mood..
sape pn xde skang..rumet aku sume hlang ntah kemane...

aku baru je format laptop..
tapi setiap kali aku format laptop mesti perasaan aku ni lain..
rase cm sedih pn ade... tgk laptop aku ni lain drpd dlu..rase janggal..
ntah la...mmg aku ni xske perubahan... i mean.. ble aku dh slesa ngan sesuatu aku xske
bende berubah dr segi ape pn....

xpe la len kali la aku tulis lagi...
tulis panjang2 pn bukan ade sesape nk bce...
bukan ade follower pn...huhu
salam...

The Power of Quotes..

"If someone you love hurts you cry a river,
build a bridge, and get over it."

"Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him."

"I may not be your first,
but to be your last would be perfect!"

"To The World You May Be One Person
But To One Person You May Be The World"

"The hardest part of loving someone
is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye."

"Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."

"Trying to forget someone you love is like
trying to remember someone you never knew."

"True love never dies as we see in our eyes,
only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye."

"Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning."

"My mind tells me to give up,
but my heart won't let me."

"wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay."

"Love is like a tattoo.
You take the risk, face the pain and yet place it in a special part of you.
When the time comes to erase it, you have to endure the pain again.
You'll realize that it will leave you scarred forever.
It will always be around to remind you that you once had something for sometime which is so special.."

The Pisa Tower

The leaning tower of Pisa or simply the tower of Pisa is the campanile or freestanding bell tower, of the cathedral of the Italian city of Pisa. It is situated behind the cathedral and is the third oldest structure in Pisa's cathedral square after the cathedral and baptistry.

Although intended to stand vertically, the tower begin leaning southeast soon after the onset of construction in 1173 due to a poorly laid foundation and loose substrate that has allowed the foundation to shift direction.The height of the tower is 55.86m from the ground on the lowest side and 56.70 on the highest side.The tower has 294 or 296 steps because the seventh floor has two fewer steps on the north-facing staircase. the towel leans at angle of 3.97 degrees.

The construction of the tower of Pisa was performed in three stages over a period of about 200 years. Construction of the fist floor of the white marble campanile began on August 9, 1173 a period of military success and prosperity. This first floor is surrounded by pillars with classical, leaning blind arches. Today it is still unscarred from centuries of weather and age.

World's tallest skyscraper..

Burj Dubai is a super tall skyscraper under construction in the Downtown Burj Dubai district of Dubai, United Arab Emirates and is the tallest structure ever built. Construction begin on 21 September 2004 and the tower is expected to be completed and ready for occupancy by September 2009.

The tower's architect is Adrian Smith who worked with Skidmore, Owings and Merrill (SOM). The total budget for the Burj Dubai is about US $4.1 billion. It is the tallest structure which is 818m

Burj dubai has been designed to be the centerpiece of a large scale, mixed-use development that will include 30 000 homes, 9 hotels, Dubai mall and more. The decision to build Burj Dubai is reportedly based on the goverment's decision to diversity from a trade=based economy to one that is service tourism oriented.

The Titanic

I read this article yesterday through the internet. I think everyone knows about the ship named Titanic, but not everyone discover about the history.

The Titanic started production in March. Titanic was included with many facilities that make people enjoyed. The size and luxurious make the ship as a legend even before the first voyage.

The Titanic was officially launched from Southampton, England on April 10 1912 carrying more than 2,200 passengers and crews. The ship was provided with only 16 lifeboats with capacity of 1,708.

The Titanic sailed first to Cherbourg, France to take additional passengers and continue to Queenstown,Ireland. The first 3 days of the voyage they did not faced any problem and also on the fourth day. On 14 April, the Titanic received 5 ice warnings but Captain Edward Smith decided not to slow down and continue on 21 knots (25mph). At 11.50 pm, Freed fleet spotted an iceberg and warned the bridge. First Officer William Murdoch ordered the ship to turn hard to port and the engine room was signaled to reverse direction. The ship did move slightly but could not avoid the iceberg. The ship crashed with the iceberg causing compartments to begin filling with water.

25 minutes later, the ship officer ordered to launch the lifeboat. Instead of 68 passengers, the first lifeboat was carried only 28 passengers. When the last boat was launched, there were more than 1,500 people left on the ship.

Around 2.10 pm the rear of ship was raised because the front side of the ship was fileed with water cause the ship to split into two. The ship slowly sunk. More than 1500 peoples were lost in the ocean.

many attempts have been made to find the wreck, until 1985, an expedition led by Robert Ballard and Jean-luis to discover the famous ship

leukemia.. a killer

i read about this article about two days ago..

leukemia is a cancer of a blood and is characterized by an abnormal proliferation of blood cells usually white blood cells. The patient may become bruised, bleed excessively, or develop pinprick bleeds. white blood cells which are use to fight patogen maybe suppressed or dysfunctional. this cause the sufferer unable to fight the infection or the cells start attacking other body cells. some patience experience frequent infection, ranging from infect tonsils,sores in the mouth, or diarrhea because leukemia prevents the immune system from working normally.

They are some other symptoms such as fever, chills, night sweats, flu-like symptoms or feeling fatigued. The word leukemia which mean white blood is derived from the disease's name sake high white blood cells counts that most leukemia patience have before treatment. Frequently, these extra white blood cells are immature and dysfunctional. These excessive number of cells can also interfere with the level of other cells, causing a harmful imbalance in a blood count.

There are some causes that cause the leukemia such as chemical exposure and some of that from genetic.

For the treatment, most of leukemia are treated with pharmaceutical medications. some are also treated with radiation therapy. in some cases, a bone marrow transplant is useful..

i know a person who suffer from this disease. now, she already passed away. hope she will rest in peace. Al-fatihah.